July 27th - Aug 1st

I can't believe its been a week since my last post.  I feel like my weeks are all starting to blur together.  It was an okay week.  I was home most of the time and went back to work Friday.  I really didn't want to, but my manager and I decided that it would be a good idea.  I went and checked in at Medical and cried on my way into the office and when I talked to the nurse about the m/c.  She told me she had one too.  I'm amazed that we don't all wear patches to show that we have had to deal with this awful thing. 

I got to the ofice and JP told me that she had 3 m/c before having her oldest son.  It did make me feel better.  I feel like this happens a lot more than I could even ever imagine.

I went to lunch with L & T.  T is expecting in December and I was so jealous when I saw her baby bump.  I don't know why b/c I'm so excited for her but it was hard to look at.  I want a baby bump, with this baby I lost....

We went camping over the weeked and M&V are both expecting in November.  They both have adorable baby bumps.  They talked about being pregnant.  They talked about the things they didn't like, it really hurt.  What I wouldn't give to be throwing up, having headaches, being tired all over again.  I'm would do it all just to have this baby be my take-home baby. 

But camping was a lot of fun.  Jemez was BEAUTIUFL I want to go camping again.  I want to be in nature.

I do have to mention the horrific storm we were stuck in Saturday night.  Crazy rain and lightening.  The worst that I have ever seen. 

Sunday was a good day.  I finally got a negative pregnancy test!!  Who would have guessed that I would have ever wanted that to happen.  ALT & I went to drinks at El Pinto.  Yummie margaritas that hit the spot.  She really is a great friend and I really enjoyed our afternoon.

Anyway, this week should be great.  I have an endocronologist appointment tomorrow to check my thyroid.  I really hope that we can work this all out before we start trying again, which we will as soon as we are cleared. 

Camping Pictures

Other Weekly Pictures

Went & visited my
Brother Thursday. 
Told him to take care
of our baby.

The rainbow Timothy
sent us later that day.

My first day back to
work.  It felt nice to
be back in the real
world....

A BFN!!  Finally
had a negative test. 
Can't wait to see
the next positive!!